Window's left open.

So many worries have been through my head all day.

My mom wants to kick me out.

where do i go? 

I have no where. 

I have no money.

No one wants to hire me.

I’ve been trying so hard in school.

I quit drugs, stoped ditching and have become a straight A student.

I have only 30 credits.

Which will take me only 9 more weeks.

My teachers tell me they want me to be a lawyer or a Doctor.

Just somthing amazing.

The all say i’m just settling for makeup artist.

I dont know how. 

I can’t even graduate.

If my mom kicks me out im gonna have to move to Chicago and drop out.

All this hard work for nothing.

All my life has been nothing but having to grow up fast.

Everything is gonna be thrown away.

and all it took was a lie from my mom.

and a argument from me.

Only up side is being with my boyfriend.

but i still haven’t finished building a foundation for my life.

im fucked.

It honestly makes me wanna stop eating and shove some food in there face and hit them in the head a couple times.

but im really just like

then when they keep going on anout it im like no your not and my mind is like.

then they start arguing “no im fat”

then im like im not giving you the attention you want. but when there the ones that really wont stfu.

and eventualy…

then people get all “Vonnie what is your problem calm down”